The heart sheds tears the mind can't fathom

Ramming headache,
Empty bottles.

Empty heart

Going through all the motions and yet nothing is quite aligned. The stars don't shine and the birds don't sing. Of all the blurry faces that passed by, none inspires me.

Riding a twisted emotional roller coaster of my own making.

Perhaps you make your own suffering because it's a safe zone. No one can hurt you if you hurt yourself first.